So, tonight was the first time in a long time that I actually cried (think its been three years), and let me just say, letting all of that go is amazing. That being said, this isn't exactly a happy journal entry. My school and personal life are going down hill fast and its all my fault. My grades are taking a pounding, I'm becoming more and more depressed, the work load for this year is only rising, etc. I feel that the best way to get my life back on track is to drop off the grid for a while. Don't take this the wrong way, I love you guys and your some of my best friends, but I need to get away from this procrastination machine. If I'm on it